Friday, August 26, 2005
gosh,.... 2dae was e start of my prelims!!!! english,........... hahas,... it was,.... okaaaaay,.... juz that e vocab part was really tough,..... hahs!!! neways,.. chinese is on Monday!!!! sooooo gt jia you!!!! :)
i dunno wad i did 2dae,.... i was juz soooooo shagged out by everything that i let a day slip by!!!! o no,..... i needed today for my chinese revision,.. haiz..... guess tmr i gt start real early to make up,.....
dunno wad's happening,...... feel like my body's breaking down on me....... lord, keep me strong i pray!!!! i can do all things through Christ hu strengthens me!!! yes i can,....
recently composed a song!!!! its my second composition in this lifetime,..... so far at least,... best thing of all,.... its a CHRISTIAN song!!! yay!!!! i wrote it when i felt really trapped!!!! tired out,........ but,...... judging from those who have heard it so far,...... its a fairly nice tune!!!! hahas,.. but i personally feel the tune needs abit of help!!! maybe major help,.. hahas.,.... i've recorded it on e piano n vocals seperately... hahas,...... nice!!!! feel really accomplished!!!! i'm kinda thinking of using a personally somposed song for my level's performance during YC this yr,.... maybe,..... but it sure needed help.,.. hahas,..., a song which conveys how we stood strong in times of trouble,..... i song full of tears,..... n hurt,...... but of renewal,.. of refreshment,.. :)
hahas,... think i'm going crazy,.... n miss church LOADS!!!!!!!!! i miss e fellowship, miss everyone,... but most of all,..... I MISS PRAISING E LORD!!!! i can only do it in my quiet times,..... which are actualy e times when mum's nt hm,... which is a veri rare occurence!!!! haiz,......... y do my parents nt let me go to church??? they r baptised ,... both!!! whereas,.. i have nt,.... yet,.... i still wanna go,..... they say studies to b over anything else,...... but pls,.. this is my religion,.. sumthing nt juz a facet of this world,... it is real,... God is beyond reality!!! he's e creator of all things!!! without him,. there'd b no me,.... mum n dad,... or even studies!!! y y y???? help me understand,.... they say he's understand,.. but i cant!!! argh,....
there r sooooo many worries,...... tooo many to handle,..... dunno if i can pull thru Os this yr,..... it'd b a miracle!!! haiz,........... i guess thats wad its suppose to b,.. a miracle,....
guess this IS a test of my faith,... sumthing that'd really either make or break me as a christian,.... well,... i hope its e first,.... :)
k,... gtg,........ hope everyone else is doing fine out there,.... -God Bless!-
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