Saturday, May 21, 2005

wad's e definiton of a true fren,.. i thought it was sumone who would be there for you whenever you needed them n of coz if they're free,.... but,... it seems, frenz tok behind one another's backs,.... that's like,.... back-stabbing!!! n i hate it,... how bout e fact that frenz shud always b truthful n honest with you??? well,.. i doesnt seen so anymore,..

yesterdae i found out that for almost one n a half yrs,... my clique has been toking behind my back... they've been discussing me,... let's see,... they think i'm very contradicting!!! well,.... as it seems,... it's coz,.. it's a total bloody misunderstanding!!!! e fact that when they suspected it,.. they NEVER cleared it u0p with me!!! n they juz let it keep on growing,.. all e doubts about me,... wad's this?? what kinda frenz r you all??? never being truthful to me,.. this really hurts me badly,...

n of coz,.. with all this suspicion n all,... i sorta got alienated frm the clique.wad's this??? a theory based on no grounds at all??? it definitely does not give me my rights!!! speculating about me,.. wad for??? i'm juz sooooooo deeply hurt now,... how can we be frenz in this manner then??? it's juz such a sad case,... pathetic in fact,...

they really let me down man,... juz juz juz STOP holding things frm me!!! if u think i'm an idiot, say so!!! dun juz keep it to yourselves,... if u think i suck, say so!!! wad's with all e secrecy???? argh!!! i'm juz so frustrated with them!!! i give up man,...

go n reflect on urselves man,... why have ur wornged me when i'm onnocent??? i may sound contradicting coz u NEVER ask ME why??? how can u all deprive me of my rights n speculate bout me behind me back???? such back-stabbers, it hurts me so much,...

fine!!! i'm insensitive, i'm a bitch, i'm ......... call me wadeva u like!!! i dont care anymore!!!! i'm juz soooooo fed-up with everything now!!!! sum kinda frenz ur call urselves,.....

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