Sunday, March 06, 2005

my, my,.... it's really been sum time since i last blogged,...... sry bout that,.. life's been real bz n hectic!!! :) but i kinda like wad's happening,.... :)

firstly,... let's update with "wad's up???" with my life!!! hahas,.... well,.... gonna get my term 1 report card this fridae,... REAL SCARED!!!! haiz,.. hope that i pass!!!! gonna have 2 tests tmr, eng lit n math.... but i havent studied for neither yet,.... nvm!! can always burn midnight oil,.. :)resently,.. my slping times r like,... slp 2am wake 4.30am??? yeps!!! life's short n so are daes,.... so we must must must spend time wisely!!! yes, we must. amazingly,... i'm kinda gettin used to it,... yay!!!hahas,... O!!! n i got into cheerleading!!! i'm now a blue hse cheerleader!!! hahas,... n MUM AGREED to let me stay in e squad!!!!! yes!!!!hahas....choir's real blahz lately,... gonna have a pre-syf-audition tmr,.... dammit scared lah!!! it's like one rep frm each section sings together,... so it's like a foursome,... where each is singing their own part, so if u make a mistake, it's OBVIOUS!!!! sheez,..... n choir choir choir,seems like the juniors dun understand e importance of us majorly needing to get a GOLD this yr,.. haiz,... then wad's with me writing cheers for them n leading them in it??? kinda useless rite??? hiaz,... pray hard they'll wake up soon,.... coz it's pointless juz letting a Gold get pass us juz due to attitude probs,... haiz,...

BUT despite all these setbacks, one can always find joy in other things. yes we can!!! n i definitely find joy in e fact that i enjoy e current "plight" that i'm in,.. coz i love choir with all my heart, i definitely want that gold n i'm gonna persevere!!! i'm in cheerleadin!!! OMG!!! definitely a dream come true for me,.. yay!!! yes, it may b time consuming n tiring,... but hey!!! i luve dancing, i luv e fact that my weight's still e same but i lost my fats n it's being replaced my muscles!!! good!!! a tonned BOD!!! yes!!!! hahas,.... peeps have saed that i slimmed down n lost weight, but my weight hasnt changed abit!! hahas,.. that's good, coz i dun wish to b aneroxic!!!... tat'll b a nightmare!!! hahas,.... n my form teacher's pregnant!!!!!! hahas!! so happy for her!!!...

at this moment, i'm drained physically n mentally, but i feel real blessed. coz i'm still spiritually strong!!! yes, i am. :) i thank God for all my church peeps who r there for me wheneva i need them,.... i treasure them with all my heart. thx 4 making my life a beta place to live in. your make for look forward to wad e nxt dae, hr, sec, has in store for me. :) bethany is truly a place where we r like a huge family. luv it with all my heart. .. real excited bout e upcoming easter concert!!!! yeps!! we're gonna do this kinda whoopi goldberg-sister act stlye kinda dance!!! hahas,... n choir rox!!! with all e hilarious peeps (whether they do it on purpose or e unintentionally COMICAL peeps) i tink sum of ur shud noe hu i'm toking bout,... it's such great joy standing where i am in e choir now, coz i've gt crazy n hilarious jesslin, SY, angela n manymore on my side,..... entertaining edwin, moses, ivan, nick, joel, etc.... SO MANY!!! n in front??? "read my lips, wadeva~~~,tok to e hand!!!" copycat QY hu's always making my laugh, tootish boi,.... always "bullied" by theo n jonah,.... n e cute cartoonish sec1 boi hu's always making weird sounds,... n many more!!!hahas,... lame!!! all in all,.... with all this encouragement frm everyone,... i'm definitely having a steadier pace in my walk with God. :)(yay!!! growing in FAITH!!!)

i'm juz real thankful for all that's happening to me now,... life's fine n dandy!!!! :)..... went on a major "adding church frenz on friendster" spree juz now,... hahas,...... i'm juz at this stage where i juz LOVE making frenz!!!! hahas,.. weird, but it makes me happy!!! :):):)

right now, i'm juz happy to b alive!!!

we christians shud nv take e Lord for granted,... keep e holy spirit close to heart so that it can inspire to iluminate our lives n our understanding of e Lord's word... " out on the edge with you as my centre, e point arnd which all my world revolves, every qn can find an answer, every problem can b solved, things seem clearer n i can see u work, but only when i first, make u my centre. "

k!!! i definitely gtg!!! gt LOTS to do!!! -God Bless!!!-

"for as long as i shall live, i will testify to love, i'll b a witness in e silences when words r nt enuf. with every breath i take i will give thx to God above, for as long as i shall live, i will testify to love..." *cheers!!!*

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