Tuesday, January 25, 2005
wow,... guess wad???? i juz frieked myself to death coz of a chicken pox false alarm!!!.... well,, it turns out to b a viral infection,... nothing serious,... juz HIGH fever, coughing n itching,... tats all!!!! thx to all those peeps hu were concerned 4 me,... really appreciate it!!! :) hahas,.... mum actually quarantined me to my room 4 a day n a half so not to infect my bro n sis with chicken pox in e event i had contracted it,... it was TERRIBLE!!!! but,... a good scare i'd say,.... so now, mum n i have descided to not to take e risk n most probably go 4 me chicken pox vaccine nxt wk,.. so there's no possibility of me gettin it near e O's..... yay!!!! haiz,... but gt a woozy head now,.. like e time i bashed my head into Jeremy's,... hahas!!!
really thankful that Rechel frm church smsed me a verse to keep in my heart,.... it was encouragement sent at e perfect time!!! juz when i was feeling down,... thx so much Rachel!!! (if u eve read this,..).... hahas,.... i'm really thankful 4 Jonah n Thoedore too!!! ( aka, DJ n Theo!!!).... coz it was during my late nights n times of struggles that they were there 4 me,... helping me stay awake 4 those burn midnight oil sessions,.... hahas!!!! o!!! n Jonah! rmb ur promise of taking me to eat indian food n Durian!!! hahas,.... yeps!!! no lah,.... jk!!! :) o! n theo,... i'll help u with *** ***!!! hahas,.... on Saturday,.. i'll bring her along for dinner with u guyz after church k??? n grab e chance man!!! hahas,... n my suggestion is 4 e whole level to go out during Valentine's day!!! n we'll have fun!!!,... but sadly saying,.. i dun think i'll go, coz i'm grounded,...(hahas,... jonah muz miss me k??? in a friendly way lah,.... no other!!! coz being frenz r beta,... summore,... i've no crushes n u've P*****!!! hahas,..) still, muz make sure ur have fun k??? coz i planned it!!! hahas,... i'm sure u'll b VERY happy,.... :)
o!!! n as i was telling Jonah,.... with all my past experiences n all,... i now feel that it's best to know frenz at this stage!!! dun let crushes n luvves get in e way of having fun!!! i think it's beta to b single at this time of our lives... coz we're still young!!! well, having a stead is nice... but i'm nt really into being tied down,.. sorta,... but i miss e feeling!!! miss **.... still!!! i conclude that it's more fun to hang out with frenz!!! like my level peeps in church!!! hoo boy,.... e time we went out on christmas dae n a few daes after,.... that was soooo lame!!! but definitely enjoyable,.... e buying of wands,... n watching Kungfu Hustle!!!! tat was LAME!! sure hope i didnt blast Theo's ears with my laughter!!! hahas!!!!....
i think i'm a changed person now,.... eva since YC'04.... i feel that i've taken a different perspective to life!!!,.. like i used b shy with mixing arnd,... now, i find that it's FUN to make new frenz,... with my level guyz( since i noe e gurlz liaoz,..), e older gurls,..(like Rachel!!!),.... n e older boiz!!! ( hey!! really appreciate all e encouraging notes n cards i gt on christmas dae!!! thx 4 offering tips n help too!!! really appreciate it!!!) :) i think its beta to b frenz n stay as frenz 4 this time,... cuz it wud ruin out relationship with one another if we let it go to a higher level,... for me now,... crushes r in(even tho e mere determination to nt get caught in such a dilemma when it is so near O's, hits crushes out,... really!! i dun feel butterflies nemore!! juz mere joy at making frenz!!!), relationships r OUT!!! hahas,.... i'm serious,.....
to Theo n Jonah: i really appreciate all that ur have done 4 me,... may we b frenz, great frenz!!! foreva!!!! :) muz remember to run with me the race this yr!!! let's Dare to run spiritually n physically!!!.... o! n run at e end of e yr to burn off e accumulated fats!!! hahas,....
to my HUGE family tree in sch,..... i luv u all!!!! let's aty together n gt 6 pts!!!!! hahas,......
to all choir peeps hu r reading this,... let's all get a GOLD!!! no,... GOLD HONEST!!!!! hahas,.... n brig hm e trophy n honour!!!! hahas,..... all vices reserved!!! :) :) :) luv my level clique, janis, siyun, lele, sharmaine, x.ting, sher min, butter, su min, chuwen, yi-en n hanbin!!! :) o!!! nt forgetting PUNK N GEN!!!! ooooo.... luv u too!!!! soooo cute!!!!!..... to all new juniors n sec ones,.... respect ur elders n u'll definitely have fun n grow to luv Choir!!! :)
sis,... i'm glad ur baptised!!!! i noe i nv told u this,... but yeah,... gonna miss u!!!! take care in Melbourne!!! all e best 4 ur studies!!!,... o!!! n bro,... i HOPE HOPE HOPE that u'll turn over a new leaf n have sume respect for mum n show me that u REGARD me as ur SIS!!!.... dun shove me aside everytime i try n tok to u,... it's really very hard to stay in e same rm as u 4 even 5 minutes!!!!.... tats very sad,..... when ur in Adelaide,... always remember that u haf mum, dad n i back in s'por n sis n melbourne,... ur family!!!! dun drift apart,.... always remember that e Lord is beside u no matter wad,... n chang 4 e beta!!!! i hope u hear my prayer ... - God Bless-
well,... i gtg!!!! nt feeling too gd again,... wish me luck on my road to a speed recovery!!!! :) luv u all!!! -GOD BLESS!!!-
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